I left my abusive marriage 5 months ago. We’d been together for 11 years in total (I’m 29) and he was the only guy I’ve ever slept with. I feel really positive about leaving him. Although it was hard, it’s the best decision I ever made.
I met a really lovely guy 2 months after I left my husband, and we went on a few dates. He wanted to start a relationship with me, but I refused to commit because I wanted to be single for a while and get to know myself again. Also, I didn’t want him to be my rebound relationship.
We are still in touch as friends, which is great. He is a genuine, nice guy. We get on so well and are really attracted to each other. I know that if we started a relationship, we would be together for a long time, so I was concerned that perhaps in the future I might regret not using this time alone and to go out with other guys.
Other men have asked me out, and I feel guilty. Although I think I should experience what it’s like going out with other guys, all I can think about is the guy I’ve already met and if it will ruin our relationship/friendship? Would I be betraying him if I went out with/slept with someone else?
NML says: It most definitely wouldn’t be a betrayal of him. I think it’s crucial to give yourself lots of space and time before you start a new relationship.
You’ve been through a very difficult relationship previously and only have experience of one man. And he was abusive. Not only do you have to be careful of rebounding, but you also need to ensure that you’ve dealt with your past. Address anything that contributed to your feeling like you had to stay in the abusive relationship.
You are vulnerable and you need the opportunity to be yourself, free of the shackles of being tied to someone. If this new guy cares about you, he’ll respect your wishes. I think it’s totally understandable that you want to explore who you are and what the dating world has to offer. You have been in a heavy relationship for the prime years of exploration.
Be very careful about emotionally investing yourself too quickly in this guy. Much as you may like him, there is a reason you didn’t feel that you should commit to him. You need to listen to yourself, rather than the insecurity of what may or may not happen if you do what you want.
I think you deserve to do what feels right for you and to enjoy yourself. You’ve just come out of an abusive relationship. Don’t worry about what yet another man thinks.
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Great response, NML. I understand one study shows it takes 2 1/2 years to get over a loss or separation, 3 1/2 for women. That time allows one to overcome the ‘baggage’ of assumptions and habits we got into to live with the lost partner. We need time to grieve, to get over the denials of what we did, of our loss, the anger, the acceptance, and coming to terms with our loss and ourselves. It takes a lot of time for the ‘dust to settle’.
It takes time for your body to ‘reset’ from adapting to your lost partner, from its adaptation to the hormones and pheromones no longer in your life.
Unless you pick an identical twin of your lost partner, with the same habits, virtues, and vices, all the same strengths and weaknesses, you cannot regain that lost relationship. And if you pick a complete match to the lost partner, you will relive that old relationship, almost, always falling back into the same habits and expectations, and often jarring into (unwelcome) surprises.
It takes time to drop the excess baggage. And that will leave you ready to be a functional partner, engaging only with any new prospect without the old habits and ghosts haunting your days and nights. Until then you may be interested, but like a kid with a week-old broken arm, still healing.